Utada Hikaru - First Love
our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell
tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about
tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you
you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to loveyou taught me how
you are always gonna be the oneit's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
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I learnt to sing this song when I was a kid…
Hope to sing it to my first love…
As I always thought Utada Hikaru’s “First Love” is a sweet and romantic love song, without understanding what were those jap lyrics talking about…
But until recently, I searched for the translation…
It didn’t turned out to be what I thought…
However, it turned out to be how I feel…
I didn’t know it would be so painful…
Just like a knife piercing through a heart…
Heart bleeds…
In the past, I nv knew and don’t understand how it feels…
It’s only when you went through everything, you will understand…